Anatomy of Grieving

I hate TV dramas.
I hate catharsis.
I hate trite 
touching tragedies
that you watch
for a purging weep
on the weekend.
But you said 
three letters--
A. L. S.--
and I watched 
Grey's Anatomy
for weeks
so I wouldn't have 
to admit
I was weeping 
for me

and for you

losing you.